Earlier this morning, I woke up in tears and I didn't seem to understand why. Then thoughts 'bout failing and disappointments came flooding. I couldn't help but control myself from too much crying... Then there it was, I got my blank face... Then tears rolled up liked rain.
I had my share of too many failures, from exams to expectations. I got to scared of my future - of what is ahead. What-ifs came about... what if I fail the exam? how will it be with my parents? I get so stressed of crying for hours. I didn't seem to lighten up.
I may be a strong person now. I may have all my smiles and nobody seemed to know if I am feeling bad or not. But once worries and thoughts came, tears wouldn't stop .
I know I need this little rain that eventually I would see a rainbow. I know my God have a lot of plans laid out for me. And I am happy I got to cry - I got to see how weak I am... That I need my God amid all of these things...
Thoughts I learned from this from one good cherubim...To remind me of trusting God more and to remember how much my parents love me and how much my happiness means to them...
I thank God, he uses angels to keep me smiling again.
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