I am not perfect

Sometimes, what if I had everything I wanted? the height, the beauty, the voice, the life and everything? What if I had those? Would I be happy? Would I feel contented?

We are not born perfect, neither do I. If I had everything, I know I wouldn't ask for more. I know, I wouldn't need help. I know I wouldn't see that I had a God who gave me all of those. I would be more dependent upon myself rather than the grace He gives.

But, just what if I had the voice? Maybe, I would sing songs beautifully and record some stuff. Then eventually, would I still thank the God I have? I would... Singing might be my past time but never a career.

Just like other things, well aside from talking, singing is what I don't do good at. Sometimes, I pray to God, please do give me a voice - so I can sing songs for You. But, every time I tried, I had my flat notes. I maybe good at listening to other people singing, but I get scared about me - singing.

If there's one thing I could ask God - aside from good family, career and good life - its singing. So, I can sing beautiful songs for God.

My Loving Father, I know I may have asked you about a lot of things. I may have ask you about playing the piano and now I am asking about singing. I hope that one day, I would sing beautiful songs to glorify your name and inspire more people to accept you in their lives. Thank you Lord for being there for me, whenever and wherever. Amen.