These days, I have been
contemplating on what to write and then I remembered – prayers! Yes,
about prayers indeed!
In the past few weeks, I
can’t forget one devotional we had, it was written by Kay Rizzo. I was inspired
because, for some people – they knew what I had been through and what I am
going through at the moment. The message eventually sunk in my heart and I am
determined to continue serving God to the best I can.
The story was about
prayers – prayers that came in mysterious ways. But did you ever wondered why
some of our prayers are not answered? Or they are not just answered in the way
we want it to be? Or maybe, have you ever questioned God, why do I have to pray
when all I get is a no? Or was there a point in your life that you gave up
praying because you grew tired of it?
The story was about a missionary
named Sarah. Her coworkers have been in the US on leave and was left alone at
the small Southeast Asian mission compound. Her term in the mission is about to
end, yet problems came rushing in. one of which is that she began to experience
severe pain in her side and stomach, moreover, her paycheck hasn’t arrive.
She tried visiting the
post office day after day, only to find out that the paycheck wasn’t there. As the
days passed, her pain in her stomach continue to worsen and her food supply lessen.
Was there any food that
you really hate? Well, as for me, I had a couple – ampalaya (bitter gourd) and
some dishes of eggplant especially adobong talong.
But what if those were the
only food left in your cupboard?
Well, it happened to
Sarah. But what is that food she disliked a lot? Oatmeal! Yes, oatmeal. All
that is left is a large barrel of oatmeal. Maybe she doesn’t like if because of
the way it slips down in your throat.
With oatmeal at her sight,
and the stress she is undergoing - all she could do was pray. She asked God two
things – first, to heal her from her sickness and second, for her paycheck to
arrive to buy herself a ticket home and
buy some food other than oatmeal.
A couple of weeks passed. Her
paycheck hadn’t arrive yet. For those weeks that she waited, three times a day,
everyday, she had her hated oatmeal for her breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Do you think if you were
in her situation, would you dare do the same? She continued to wait for her
paycheck. But there was something good going on in herself- her health
improved. Finally, the new missionaries arrived and little did she know – these
missionaries has her paycheck! Having her paycheck, she went straight to the
airline and bought herself a ticket home and treated herself for a delicious
meal in a local restaurant – not oatmeal!
When she arrived in the US, she made an
appointment to the doctor to have a complete check-up. She told about her
illness and the oatmeal diet she had.
The doctor made several
medical tests. When the doctor saw the results, he was surprised to see that
Sarah’s condition was good. She had recovered from a severe case of colitis
(which is the inflammation of the colon/ large intestine.) If she had been in
the US
earlier, she could’ve undergone a surgery.
Look, how God works in
mysterious ways. Who would have guessed that the very thing Sarah hated the most was the
answer to her prayer? Her two prayers were answered – maybe not immediately but
it undergone a process.
Everyday, we
have a constant battle in our hearts. And the enemy has been pinning in our
hearts – doubts that could eventually put ourselves in dismay. One lesson we can get from Sarah’s story is that
when we find ourselves doubting God, trust God more and hold to yourself to what you know is true. That God has a
special purpose why these things do happen. (DG)
Another, expressing
gratitude to God may also help us in lessen our stresses and suffering. To put
our heart to God with a grateful heart has the capacity to flip or disappointment
upside down. (DG)
Then
finally, we must be willing to accept – to explore any attachment that might
add up to our despair on how God has answered our prayer. Because, we know often
we are accustomed of having or getting what we want when we want it. We must
remember, that God does not promise to give us everything that we want. And
sometimes, this could include surrendering ourselves or our own desires. Little
did we know, this might also change ourselves – our character. (DG)
What if, rather than interpreting God’s “no” or “not
yet” as punishment or indifference, we view it as an invitation to be
transformed? There was one quote from
CS Lewis in The Problem of Pain, “We are a Divine
work of art, something that God is making and therefore something with which He
will not be satisfied until it has a certain character.” (DG)
The possibility that waiting and suffering have the
capacity to transform us offers us profound comfort while crushing our fear of
God being fickle. Rather than needing God to answer my accusatory questions of
“Why?” I am free to ask, “How can I find You in the midst of this?” This
inquiry provides us with the traction we need to move beyond our pain and into
the transformation that God has for us. (DG)
Like sarah, you and I seldom know what is best for us, what we are
really asking for when we pray. If we patiently trust God to do what is best
for us, sooner or later we’ll be glad He answered our prayers in His way and
His own time. Like Sarah, we’ll discover that the King of the universe knew
what he was doing all along. (KR)
Sources:
Over the Top by Kay D. Rizzo
When God Doesn’t Answer
Our Prayer by Dorothy Greco (Relevant Magazine)
