Am I the right person for the person I am looking for?

In life we always think of the things that draws us to what we need. Would it matter if we would think the other way around? Instead of thinking, this is what I need and this is what I deserve - will it be possible if it would be - this is what he\she needs? Am I the right person for that person I am looking for? Would I be better for him\her?

Often we are too clouded with the things going around. Often, it draws us to one single person and draws out their needs and it eventually changes us. One thing I have I learned, you must jot all the qualities you like (not thinking about someone) then from there, ask if she\he is like this, how can I be right for this person?

But a lot of circumstances maybe in our way - priorities and others that may hinder our ways to meet that person. With a lot of prayers and earnest devotion to God's word would eventually help us be the right person (remember in the Bible - it states more of being the right person not really finding the right person).

In this road, we may meet people. People whom we may get tired of and people who would fight for. People who may hurt us and give us love. People who may care and accept and people who may reject us. Though no matter how many rejections we may get, remember, Jesus was rejected a lot of times but he never gave us up. He still loves us.

Love can suffice everything - and with God nothing is impossible.

⁴ Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant ⁵ or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; ⁶ it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

Reserved in God’s Hands

I know in my life I had a lot of abrupt decisions – especially in falling in love. I had decisions left and right and eventually I had given up - finding for the right person to come along. Well, too many heartbreaks and disappointments could eventually calm you down and give up, right?

Maybe what was wrong was that I was looking for that person, trying my own means to do the looking – when what I can really do is to wait – WAIT for what God has reserved for me.

I have learned controlling my emotions and letting God in control. But sometimes, I get too hard headed begging God to show him to me. Yet, I don’t know if what He’s showing me is right in front of me. God is too mysterious. He is unpredictable. Well, what I know is that He still didn’t say No to that one prayer I continually pray for. That’s one hope I know He wouldn’t fail me.

After these review and exams, I know, everything would be clearer for me - clearer in a sense that maybe God would show Him to me. But wait, Jaja, don’t expect too much. Haha. Well, God, you know what and who I am looking for – Haha. I still didn’t picture him yet but I will patiently wait. (Sana Lord, si Lee Min Ho… Ang Lee Min Ho ng buhay ko... Haha)

Was having almost everything complicate everything? I don’t need riches or the status in life – all I wanted to be happy – to live a happy and simple life, full of love and understanding with God in the middle. I might have a complicated life, but I know someone will come and tell me that he would be willing to make my complicated life – a happy and simple one. Well, I hope that one day, the person God would show me would be the person who would love me for me, love my God and tell me always and everyday that I would always be beautiful in his eyes.

And I pray, I hope I deserve his love and time; because, he deserves more because he is God’s masterpiece.

Keep your prayers, God's answer is already there.

Love comes when you least expected it. I am afraid to love, because you know, in loving, you'll get your heart broken once in a while. It scares me to love again - it does and I am crying now. I don't wanna be hurt - that at times I tell my self - I don't want to love again.

I am a person who often escapes problems rather than attending them. I tend to let go easily, especially when I can't find any reason to stay. I am weak, I know. I guess that is reality. In LOVE, I am WEAK but God will make me strong along the way.

The reason may be behind this song..



Earlier this week, I read an article in Health & Home, it's about two persons who had two prayers but one was answered. It amazes me how God would bring two people together amid distance and differences. One thing I learned, keep your prayers, 'coz  you don't know God's answer to your prayer is already in front of you.

God, make me strong each day. Lord, please be with the person you've planned for me. Please let him be the one - the one whom I will spend the rest of my life with. You know, I am scared, you know all my tears and my smiles that I often hide. Please don't make me stop smiling. And please continue to believe that there is true love - a love founded in You. Make him be a person whom you wanted to be. Help him be close to you and nurture him in his plans - that together we may glorify you and help in the furtherance in thy work. Lord, how I wish, I could see him now - but I know you won't reveal him to me unless I am ready - ready to face the world and to finally stand tall again. But if it is the right time, I am willing to accept what you wanted for me Lord. It scares me, but I hope he'll be the person I have been praying for. Amen.

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This video is from bubzbeauty. The song matched beautifully with their pre-wedding photoshoot.

Everyone dreams of a beautiful wedding with the person they love - the one who loves unconditionally and accepts you just as you are. Someone who wouldn't change you dramatically but would help you to be a better person.

Let God be our author and let Him guide us in all our decisions as we meet the one He has in mind for us.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.1 Corinthians 13:4-7, ESV