Disown

When you say 'itinakwil ka na,' it means the person disowns you. If ever you are his father or mother, then you are no longer his child.

Some people though they didn't do anything wrong would eventually hurt you or leave you. Coz as they say, there is no permanent thing in this world such as change. But who in the right mind would disown someone as his or her own child, relative or whatsoever.

Well, is it true that parents could never disown their child? I guess I wouldn't agree on that. Why are there homeless kids? Why are there kids thown in the garbage can? Is there such mercy on that?

But I still praise my God that whatever happens I know that he will never ever do it. Though people persecute you, He will make a constant reminder that He is there.

Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you. Deuteronomy 31: 6, ESV

Tears like a rainbow

Earlier this morning, I woke up in tears and I didn't seem to understand why. Then thoughts 'bout failing and disappointments came flooding. I couldn't help but control myself from too much crying... Then there it was, I got my blank face... Then tears rolled up liked rain.

I had my share of too many failures, from exams to expectations. I got to scared of my future - of what is ahead. What-ifs came about... what if I fail the exam? how will it be with my parents? I get so stressed of crying for hours. I didn't seem to lighten up.

I may be a strong person now. I may have all my smiles and nobody seemed to know if I am feeling bad or not. But once worries and thoughts came, tears wouldn't stop .

I know I need this little rain that eventually I would see a rainbow. I know my God have a lot of plans laid out for me. And I am happy I got to cry - I got to see how weak I am... That I need my God amid all of these things...

Thoughts  I learned from this from one good cherubim...To remind me of trusting God more and to remember how much my parents love me and how much my happiness means to them...

I thank God, he uses angels to keep me smiling again.