Unexpected Dreams

There are dreams that might make you cry or make you happy. Dreams that you wanted and dreams you never wanted to happen.

A few months ago, I had a scary dream. Someone I knew is about to be married - without any knowledge that the person is going to be wed on that very day where I was invited. As I saw that person walking and looking back at me smiling. But those brought tears to my eyes. And I guess I felt left alone, unimportant. I woke up in tears and it never stopped until my mom cracked a joke.

A few days ago, I had a strange dream. It was what I really wanted to hear from that person - that the person is not angry at me and that person received what I sent him\her. It was all I wanted to hear. I woke up, smiling.

Dreams make different changes to how we face our days. It might either make us feel bad or the other way around. Sometimes, these dreams gives us lessons or reminders.

Dreams as it is are wonderful experiences - reminding us that life is beautiful no matter how sad or how happy it might get. Just like life - a mysterious road. A box full of beautiful lessons and surprises.

At the wedding

Sometimes I wonder, when will that special day be? I often dream of having one - but how can it be possible? it will be - for God is still preparing one for me.

Everyone dreams of that great day when you will be united in Christ through marriage - when two people become one. It drives me off to that beautiful day when I had to pick my own theme for my wedding, pick clothes for the bridesmaids and all the sponsors, preparing the programmes, the invitations, the wedding, the reception and all that comes to it. And the vows - one which I think may be made with heart of love with God.

Honestly, as early as now, I am drafting my dream wedding ( though I am still single); that time will eventually come, right? So, its better to prepare things now so that I may know what do i really like. I wanted it to be solemn, simple yet memorable.

Well, it makes me cry to think that people have their happily ever after - i am happy. I know God is still is preparing for that special one. On that day when i know I am ready and he is ready - God will show him to me.

I love this song. I just heard it over youtube.

Here are some pictures from the wedding.

Kuya Gerson and Ate Faith

The Wedding Program/Invitation

Thank you for the flowers!

Its Purple!!!

the back of my plate at the reception: coincidence?

Picture Picture pag may time :)

I'll be better - Better today

Better Today by Coffey Anderson

[Verse 1]

To see your face, to hear your voice

And oh, to touch you is a dream come true

So I'm standing here, with my hand held out

Knowing that your love will never fade, I stand amazed without a doubt

[Chorus]

And I wanna hear your voice, in the morning when I rise

I think I know I'm just a normal man, only made of sand except when you're by my side

Will you love me, teach me, don't leave me I pray

And when I, and I'm thinking of the times

Your hands in mine, together we will stay

You made me better today

Better than I was before

And now my heart can rest and I will search no more

You made me better today, today, today

[Verse 2]

My heart has wings

Oh you take me away

And every prayer I've ever prayed was answered today

So I'm standfing here, with my hand held out

Knowing that my love will never leave

My hearts on my sleeve and now I believe

[Chorus]

And I wanna hear your voice in the morning when I rise

I think I know I'm just a normal man, only made of sand except when you're by my side

Will you love me, teach me, don't leave me I pray

And when I, and I'm thinking of the times

Your hands in mine, together we will stay

You made me better today

Better than I was before

And now my heart can rest and I will search no more

You made me better today

[Verse 3]

I stand proclaimed, true love is here to stay

I stand proclaimed, forever starts today

Today...

You made me better today

Than I was before

And now my heart can rest and I will search no more

Cuz you made me better today, than I was before

And now my heart can rest

And I will search no more

You made me better today

Today...

Made me better today.

Sometimes, I wonder why don’t I look for that special someone these days... Maybe because I am scared hurting all over again… or maybe, I am just happy because I am full of love - my God and my family. 

But, there comes a point in my life that I still dream of that wedding day – a day that I’d finally share my life with someone who loves me as much as I love him. Someone who loves my God more than me. Someone who’s willing to embrace everything that I am. Someone who would stay and fight for me ‘til the end. Someone who is courageous enough to stand for what is right. Someone who would share my life with.

Well, those are dreams. And I think it’s rare and it’ll be a hard road ahead. As it said, no pain, no gain. 

God will show him to me at the right time - that day, I know, I am ready, and I will be better.

Love this

This video is from bubzbeauty. The song matched beautifully with their pre-wedding photoshoot.

Everyone dreams of a beautiful wedding with the person they love - the one who loves unconditionally and accepts you just as you are. Someone who wouldn't change you dramatically but would help you to be a better person.

Let God be our author and let Him guide us in all our decisions as we meet the one He has in mind for us.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.1 Corinthians 13:4-7, ESV

Finishing a Dream

I really tried finishing my dream by trying to sleep again. I really hope that dream was really true, if not now, maybe in the near future:D