What If

Somewhere like this by WongFu Production

What if that time comes when you bump with someone in your past? What if that time comes when you least expected to? Would it matter? Would you try to fix what was broken? Will you try to continue where you last thought it should've been?

People change, and so do feelings. When you learned that the other had moved on... why go back where you don't have any place to go to? Why go back when all doors and windows have been closed? Why go back when you knew you'd be pushed and a no will right flash back at you?

Memories stay and eventually you have to accept it was over. Hesitations are felt. Friendship are broken. You start over like strangers do.

But what if, you were wrong? What if the other had not moved on? What if that person was stuck in the past trying to mend what was broken? What if the other had make excuses to mend himself? What will you do?

You might have thought that what you thought was right, but what if the thought you thought was all wrong.

But, some things are meant to change. Some words are left unsaid. Some day it will be over. Some day you just have to accept.

God holds and sees everything, but people are the ones who make the choices.

 That somewhere like this...you might never have it.

But God is willing to listen and to understand. So don't worry, submit you prayers to God and trust in Him. In time, you will understand.

Photo credits to lauragoins

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God." 

Philippians 4:6, ESV

Little Things

Little things can affect and bring a greater wound. These little things may bring a greater smile. But we must remember, everything could bring more to someone.

I remember those moments when I had to say a little prayer and ask God to help me understand why decisions have to be taken. Yes, often I make the most of small things. I can easily be hurt by little things. Sometimes, these would also bring me happiness.

If I could turn back the time, I don't know if I have to remove some things or have the things that had happened to me stay as it was. Well, a lot.

But, a friend told me, you shouldn't dwell too much on your past. I'm happier now. It's in singlehood when you realize you long for the love of God to fill in those empty spaces.

Tomorrow is the beginning of a new day of the last months of my college years. I'm in for a newer beginning and a happier walk with my God.

Thank you God for the little things and for those bigger things ahead of me. It is my prayer to be closer to You as we go through this path. I pray that You'll help me find a way not to have Saturday classes. Please be with me God. Thank You Lord for everything.