Disown

When you say 'itinakwil ka na,' it means the person disowns you. If ever you are his father or mother, then you are no longer his child.

Some people though they didn't do anything wrong would eventually hurt you or leave you. Coz as they say, there is no permanent thing in this world such as change. But who in the right mind would disown someone as his or her own child, relative or whatsoever.

Well, is it true that parents could never disown their child? I guess I wouldn't agree on that. Why are there homeless kids? Why are there kids thown in the garbage can? Is there such mercy on that?

But I still praise my God that whatever happens I know that he will never ever do it. Though people persecute you, He will make a constant reminder that He is there.

Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you. Deuteronomy 31: 6, ESV

Ignore and Focus

Often we get into circumstances where we stop and think alot. Often we get distracted and misguided. Then there are times you went off tract and get bruised and hurt. Thinking and reflecting might do two ways to you. It could either be good or bad. But no matter what it is, reflecting what you have done throughout the day would be nice, to look what went wrong and what went good.

But sometimes, the best is to ignore so you can focus on what is ahead. Stop turning back and looking at what was left behind; rather FOCUS on what is in store for you.

A Good Friend

I miss the friend I used to have, that I know when I was down and shattered into pieces I could count on that person. Things I told that no one else knows. The first who knew about a big decision I had. Though I failed, that person tried to put me up.

I hope that person still reads my blog. And through this, I hope that person knows that I would be here through time. Though time and place sets us apart, I will be here. And I will remember to smile.

I will never forget that time when that person brushed my head. It was the nicest thing to do, thank you – though you know I have been undergoing lots of troubles and you too. I hope my presence then made a difference and I hope I made you happy in a short amount of time.

But now, I hope, we could just go back to what we used to be. The good friends, whom I could count on in the middle of the night, especially when I am all alone… Someone who could hear how much it hurts for me to be alone and would stay until I feel a lot better... Someone who’d stay the night to help me through my troubles… Someone who won’t bother to put me in that person’s busy schedule... Someone whom I can call whatever time of the day… Someone whom I can tell basically everything… I really appreciated it- especially the time. I don’t know if it matters to you – but it matters so much to me - thank you – I really felt someone cared for me as much as you do.

Btw, thank you for being a good friend. And I know you are always there.

Unexpected Dreams

There are dreams that might make you cry or make you happy. Dreams that you wanted and dreams you never wanted to happen.

A few months ago, I had a scary dream. Someone I knew is about to be married - without any knowledge that the person is going to be wed on that very day where I was invited. As I saw that person walking and looking back at me smiling. But those brought tears to my eyes. And I guess I felt left alone, unimportant. I woke up in tears and it never stopped until my mom cracked a joke.

A few days ago, I had a strange dream. It was what I really wanted to hear from that person - that the person is not angry at me and that person received what I sent him\her. It was all I wanted to hear. I woke up, smiling.

Dreams make different changes to how we face our days. It might either make us feel bad or the other way around. Sometimes, these dreams gives us lessons or reminders.

Dreams as it is are wonderful experiences - reminding us that life is beautiful no matter how sad or how happy it might get. Just like life - a mysterious road. A box full of beautiful lessons and surprises.