Eleven PM

As I was typing for my next entry for my blog, I started to be sad. I don't know why... I don't know why I feel so sad today. Tears fall and can't manage to stop them. I feel so down. My heart begins to be sad for no reason at all. Was it because of too many sad things? or something else? I want to scream and shout and want to cry the hardest - but why can't I be able to make myself smile. My heart pounds like something is pushing me down. Sad.