Results Day

August 1, 2014 – the day I arrived at home and the day the results are out. With two luggages and 3 bags, Papa and I brought everything home (well, I left one curtain at the apartment.) I was busy resting and sleeping the whole day, when I got to my senses that the results will be out today. I really didn’t know then how to react to the results. Plans came about, I was thinking – maybe I would be crying and locking myself in my room. I felt nervous waiting but I tried to be busy with other things. God poured out all the positivity to me this day. At around 9:00 pm as I was about to sleep, I received a message from a friend out of nowhere – I was shocked but I didn’t mind it. Later on, I received another message that made me irritated. Amongst all the feelings I didn’t like is making me feel  kawawa. Instead of being sad, I was irritated (haha). Then, I wondered why my mom isn’t coming back. a few minutes later, my mom came and told me to come with her and see the results right away. I felt sad and disappointed but I told her I was doing fine. I know they were sad and I was disappointed too but I have to be brave and stronger with whatever is right in front of me.

As the Flower Blooms

Thank you God for the wonderful Sabbath - for true friends and for blessings. It is truly a blessing to be near the cross and to love You God each day of my life. Thank you for the continued guidance of growing to be a better me. Thank you for Your love that grows within my heart and for the trust of serving you with the best of what I am.

I may not be at my fullest bloom but I know You, my God is doing something - if not better, then its only the best.



It took a lot of effort and God's love to be who I am - struggles are God's ways of making me stronger each day and trusting even when everything seems to be clouded.

Thank you God for the wonderful weekend. You are truly gracious and loving. All praises be to Your name.

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