If you talked it out, you sometimes let go of words you didn't mean to. You try to apologize but it is so had to take it back. Then you feel worse. On the other hand, if you keep silent about it, then someone would be mad for not talking it out. So what would be the best? If both could hurt the both of you.
There are times when i would choose not to talk, but it makes the other wonder and get mad at me for not talking at all. Then i grow sad and weak. I dont understand anymore how does it has to be. i wanted a peaceful one, but how can i when i myself is confused on how to deal with things.
i cried, not once but a lot of times, trying to understand myself, how i would efffectively communicating with others. i would try to give up, but still had to push myself.
