August 1, 2014 – the day I arrived at home and the day the
results are out. With two luggages and 3 bags, Papa and I brought everything home
(well, I left one curtain at the apartment.) I was busy resting and sleeping
the whole day, when I got to my senses that the results will be out today. I
really didn’t know then how to react to the results. Plans came about, I was
thinking – maybe I would be crying and locking myself in my room. I felt
nervous waiting but I tried to be busy with other things. God poured out all
the positivity to me this day. At around 9:00 pm as I was about to sleep, I
received a message from a friend out of nowhere – I was shocked but I didn’t
mind it. Later on, I received another message that made me irritated. Amongst all
the feelings I didn’t like is making me feel
kawawa. Instead of being sad,
I was irritated (haha). Then, I wondered why my mom isn’t coming back. a few
minutes later, my mom came and told me to come with her and see the results
right away. I felt sad and disappointed but I told her I was doing fine. I know
they were sad and I was disappointed too but I have to be brave and stronger
with whatever is right in front of me.
