Sunday, June 29, 2014

HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby Gurl!

Happy birthday to my wonderful baby gurl! Thank you for all the encouragements and everything. May God continue to bless and keep you...


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Friday, June 6, 2014

Am I the right person for the person I am looking for?

In life we always think of the things that draws us to what we need. Would it matter if we would think the other way around? Instead of thinking, this is what I need and this is what I deserve - will it be possible if it would be - this is what he\she needs? Am I the right person for that person I am looking for? Would I be better for him\her?

Often we are too clouded with the things going around. Often, it draws us to one single person and draws out their needs and it eventually changes us. One thing I have I learned, you must jot all the qualities you like (not thinking about someone) then from there, ask if she\he is like this, how can I be right for this person?

But a lot of circumstances maybe in our way - priorities and others that may hinder our ways to meet that person. With a lot of prayers and earnest devotion to God's word would eventually help us be the right person (remember in the Bible - it states more of being the right person not really finding the right person).

In this road, we may meet people. People whom we may get tired of and people who would fight for. People who may hurt us and give us love. People who may care and accept and people who may reject us. Though no matter how many rejections we may get, remember, Jesus was rejected a lot of times but he never gave us up. He still loves us.

Love can suffice everything - and with God nothing is impossible.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

When a song reminds you...

There were times, I thought no promises are meant to be broken until it happened.

I recall when you said that you would never leave me
You told me more, so much more like when the time you whispered in my ear
There was heaven in my heart
I remember when you said that you'd be here forever

Then you left without even saying that you're leaving
I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And I pray that you would stay
But then you're gone and, oh, so far away

CHORUS
I was afraid this time would come
I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurtin' from within
I have learned to live my life beside you

Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight
And if into my dream you'll come and touch me once again
I'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end


And then you left without even saying that you're leaving
I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday
And I pray that you would stay
But then you're gone and, oh, so far away

What is important

What is important is that I have learned how to love, coz I never thought I'd love again.

Maybe I was holding too long for him that eventually I would say, I am putting it all in God's hands. It is not easy but I am thankful that I am moving on and learning.

I didn't know that much until I have learned that sometimes no matter how you fight for the person you love - it wouldn't make sense if someone makes him smile already.

I have learned that I have given all that I had, poured everything I could and prayed for the best but his heart is to hard. I thought he'd change his mind, but he didn't. But it was ok. It wasn't me who let go, and it wasn't me who gave up.

In this busy life, we meet people that we might not give all the time in the world. You have to remember we don't own their time because time is God's. We might not be there but you should remember they are in your heart - one thing you should not forget.

Sometimes I wonder if he held on for just a little time, maybe today we are better. We could've been happier.

Life maybe cruel sometimes that at the middle of the road you get hurt. But you have to stand up, not for others but for yourself.

Through all of this, I am thankful for everything. I thank the people who showed their love and care for me. Especially during the weekend, I met new unexpected friends that made me feel alot better.

God is so great! His love is amazing and wonderful!

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