Thursday, May 22, 2014

At dawn

It's hard when you tried to be a better person. It's hard when you felt like an option and realized you're not loved at all. It's hard when you tried to be positive amidst the things that are happening in your life. Gladly, you might be luckier than I am.

Its when you try to love God more that a bunch of challenges come your way. People whom you thought would never leave you behind would be able to break their promises to you. People try to take revenge from all the hurts that you have caused them - so where's forgiveness?

Its hard when you know some people believed in you and that in some point in your life, would leave you hanging in the air. They'd say they moved on but blames you at the end of the day.

Mistakes can always be corrected; that's the reason there is an eraser in your pencil. Though you may correct things, marks will be left. But when you go back to what you've wrote before, you won't quickly remember what was there before.

Forgiveness may come into different sizes or different forms. You try to understand what went wrong. You don't try to blame but you try to evaluate yourself.

Humility starts from oneself. Maturity comes from the trials you've faced. Positivity is where you are matured enough to accept the fact that something was wrong yet you stayed humble with people around you.

God has His own time to each one. Sometimes we are too eager to hold on to something that we don't want to let go. We tried to be selfish - always thinking what good can I get from this. We tried to tell ourselves that I can be ok and leaving things would be okay instead of facing these things. We tried to put everything in our own hands. Why wouldn't we let go of this? What bothers us?

Little by little, we will undetstand. Things happen for a reason. All we have is to Trust God and cling upon Him at all things. Never let God be an option - let Him be the center of your life.
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